longingforlove

It’s officially unfair.
Last night, I spent time with my two biggest crushes on campus. Both were wearing tank tops - one with nothing over it, but both showing their attractive body. That’s just rude, really.
STRAIGHT BOYS!!
Y U ATTRACT ME SO MUCH?!? 

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1 - Who was the last person you texted? - Beka.

2 - When is your birthday? - November 8th. :)

3 - Who do you want to be with right now? - My Seannie.

4 - What sports do you play? - I played volleyball in the 8th grade…

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? - Aaron Clark.

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? - Keep Holding On - cover by the Glee Cast.

7 - What chocolate is your favourite? = Chocolate filled with caramel. :)

8 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have? - Well, I had a girlfriend for two days… Hopefully, I’ll have a boyfriend in a couple months, though. #fingerscrossed

9 - Why did you create a Tumblr account? - Weena convinced me.

10 - Who is your favorite blogger? - sorrygirlsilikedick

11 - Where do you want to be right now? - Easter Break, spending time with Seannie, Olivia, and Beka.

12 - What do you want to be in the future? - Editor/proofreader.

13 - When was the last time you cried? Why? - When my ex decided we weren’t going to be friends anymore. That was…. about a month ago.

14 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? - I kinda wish I was a girl sometimes, actually. Left-handed, 5 feet tall. Then, I could wear dresses, and skirts, and heels. But, I have a great life, and I thank God for it. :)

15 - What was the best thing you were given? - Life. :)

16 - Who was the last person who called you? - Mom. :)

17 - Who is your bestfriend? - Oh, goodness. Scott, Royce, Ian, Stephen, Kevin, Beka, and Weena.

18 - What is your biggest regret? - Some stuff that happened in the seventh/eighth grade.

19 - What is your favorite dish? - PIZZA!!

20 - What kind of music do you listen to? - Glee, mostly. So, I don’t know where that falls, but…

21 - Who was the last person you hugged? - Beka, probably.

22 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? - No, not really.

23 - Who do you spend crazy moments with? - Beka.

24 - From whom was the last text message you received? - Beka.

25 - Are you over your past? - Um… almost.

26 - Do you like someone as of the moment? - Hell yes.

27 - Do you have any phobias? - Anything creepy crawly, whether with wings or without. Well, except roly-polies. They’re cute. The dark - especially after a scary movie.

28 - Did you try to change for a person? - Yeah… and failed….

29 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? - I’m sorry. I wish we could still be friends, but I trust that God has us in His hands.

30 - How long is your longest relationship? - Um… 2 days. #awkwardsmile

31 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? - Oh, goodness. I’ve never worn a skirt, per se, so I’d be inclined toward jeans, but who knows? ;)

32 - Are you in a good or bad mood? - Good. :)

33 - Would you go back to your previous relationship? - Not a chance.

34 - Name someone you can’t live without. - There’s so many. Probably Weena and Beka. They’ve gotten me through SOOO many things.

35 - Describe your dream date. - Dinner date where we discuss topics both serious and funny, using many inside jokes, a movie afterwards, where we can cuddle on the couch, and I can fall asleep on his chest. Then, where we stand talking for hours on my porch, utterly averse to leaving each other, but he finally leaves, but only after we share a long, romantic kiss. #meltinginchair

36 - Describe your dream wedding. - Haha, I suppose a boy can dream. I dunno - our colors would be either black, purple, and white or black, blue, and white. I’m unsure if I would wear a dress, because that would be amazing, but I really, really love suits. Well, at least the stuff underneath.

37 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s? - I didn’t, but maybe next year will be better. ;)

38 - Are you a crybaby? - Hm. Depends. I can cry a lot. So, I guess… yes?

39 - Can you do something stupid for someone else? - I do it all the time.

40 - Do you regret your past? - Parts of it.

41 - Do people praise you for your looks? - Mm… no, not really. Just my mom.

42 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? - I do that all the time.

43 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret? - No.

44 - Have you ever cried over someone? - Like, physically over someone, or about someone? No to the former, but yes to the latter.

45 - Do you have a grudge against anyone? - Yes.

46 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? - I wish I was less judging, more socially aware, and more honest.

47 - Do you love someone as of the moment? - Yeah.

48 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself? - I’ve only mildly considered it.

49 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school? - Not that I can recall…

50 - Are you a KPOP fan? - #deerintheheadlights

51 - Can you live without internet? - I’m going to try.

52 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone? - I don’t think I have a song that reminds me of him.

53 - Do you study hard? - For the most part.

54 - Are you good at holding back your tears? - Yeah, until I’m out of sight.

55 - Did you have an accident last year? - I was involved in a car accident last year, so…. yes?

56 - Are you a crybaby? - Redundant questions are redundant.

57 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical? - Yes, many, many times.

58 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? - No. Well, yes, but when I do, I can imagine what it would feel like, and I feel icky inside.

59 - Have you ever been jealous? - Oh, yeah.

60 - What are you thinking right now? - About how I should be doing homework…

61 - What kind of person are you? - I’m pretty quiet and shy. If you have the right personality, you can draw out a more enthusiastic, silly part of me. Only a few people can do that. I consider myself a kind, compassionate, empathetic person, and I hate seeing people hurt.

62 - Do you have any memories you want to erase? - Sooooo many.

63 - Are you broken-hearted? - Just a tiny bit.

64 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel? - Actually, I think I’ve always been able to express my feelings in words. That would suck, though.

65 - Did you ever badmouth someone? - I think I have.

66 - Have you ever had an argument with someone? - Oh, yes…

67 - Do you have trust issues? - Only with certain parts of me.

68 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”? - Sean.

69 - Do you think all the pain is worth it? - I don’t know. I really haven’t experienced it yet.

70 - Who do you want to marry? - Haha, we’re dreaming again. That’s cool. Um… I don’t know about Sean, mostly because we haven’t actually met. I don’t know. I’d have to really know a celebrity. Hm.

71 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends. - Jennifer Riley.

72 - What should you be doing right now? - Homework.

73 - Have you found your true love? - I hope so.

74 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough? - Yeah.

75 - Do you believe that first true love never dies? - Mmhmm!!

76 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? - With all my heart.

77 - Do you believe in destiny? - Yeah, I do.

78 - How do you look right now? - Very relaxed, I think.

79 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”? - No. Huh. That’s a great thought.